today i am at eydie’s house right now it’s christmas and i am skipping out on going to my aunts for christmas, it is a more important day for me to figure out who i am and i need to rly think a lot about it. i just drank some very strong coffee, and i am just waiting, i am ignoring phone calls and last night i had sex with teresa and took strange photographs of her they are some usable maybe a bit grotesque. i have a lot of music i can work on but lost in it too, perhaps the reason why i came to SP42012 today is to remind me, SP42012 is very important, it is gaining society. Eydie is going to christmas today with her mom and her dad offered us a lot of food, he is so sweet i’ve known him for like a long time maybe like 7 years.
one time(a few times) eydie and i made love and it was amazing. i love her so today i was obsessed with her pink outfit